DEATH :(

Me and my bestest friend Hannah
were talking about death the other day
I DON'T WANT TO DIE :(
I think no one does
it upset me SOOOO much,thinking she wont be there anymore
my best friend who I've been through everything with
when her family died i was there
when my parents slipt up she was there
i know this is the not best thing to write about, after the death of 1 really special girl 'Angharad'
but i really don't want to have to feel what Annie's friend felt when she died
i know people say "you won't die for a while"but anything can happen right???
I know i will be with Jesus when i die but I'm scared Hannah won't
I'm even crying now as I'm writing about it
i know what you are thinking
"why is she talking about death and how it will be like when her friend dies"
but since Angharad died I've been aware
i want to make her believe in Jesus but i don't want to make our friendship end
i know im a Christan and i'm meant to make people Christans but its hard sometimes
i mean it could end up with me and Hannah not being friends or it could end up with hannah being with Jesus when she dies
i know this sounds stupid but im scared
and in church on sunday they sang a song with the lyrics going like this
"the lord is my rock and i won't be afraid"
i know thats true God is with me the WHOLE time but i'm scared of dying
not being in this world or even hannah dying not having her there to make me smile and not having her there when i'm sad
I've just got to believe Jesus will take me up to heaven when its time for me to leave this world
i've got to go cos my brother wants the computer for his "HOMEWORK"(yeah right ) the last piece of homework he did was in year3
he really means facebook
anyway bye xxxxxxxxxxx

The Life I Live

So Let me give you a recap of what has happened in the life i live for the past few days (i dont think that makes sence but you get the picture)
SO......................................................
1/.I Walked Into a Tree
2/.I droped a fork On My Foot
3/.I've been annoyed by the biggest bully i know my brother
4/.Just found out about 2 minutes ago my brother has gone on hoilday
5/.I WELL AND TRUELY WISH I WAITED TO GROW UP
So let me explain this list
1/. So i walked into a tree,i see u laughing BUT it really hurt.I was wearing flip flops and talking to my friend hannah and i walked into the tree i mean i blamed it on her because i was talking to her but she was wetting herself so i couldn't really look at her in the eyes and tell her it was her falut 
2/.Ok,Ok........................... not the best of times for me is it?..this is what happened.I just made my dinner (fish and chips yum yum ) and i was walking out of the kitchen and just droped a fork on my foot !!!!!!!!!!! i scream SOOOOOOO LOUD my mum thought i stubbed my toe on the t.v but NO i cut myself by a folk ( i mean who does that?????? )
3/.Here we go ........ Lets just say i Don't AT ALL,get along with my brother george!! NEVER EVER  HAVE ME AND GEORGE GOT ALONG nope never :( thats all im saying you can guess the rest
4/.Yes thats right my brother just left for his hoilday without telling me (my brother richard ) i saw the suitcases and asked what they were for and he said his hoilday tonight !!! 
5/.All i'm saying is that i wished i made the most of my time when i ws younger and not rushing in to growing up
so theres my blog for the next few days
hope u enjoyed reading it :)
<3 xx